Life · Mental health

“I am so loved.”

A lot has happened over the course of a month or so. I won't get into detail, but it involves me going into medication withdrawal as well as other major life events. Lately, my moods have been stuck in a cycle of anxiety-sadness-anger. Suicidal thoughts have returned, as well as my relapse into self-harm (though… Continue reading “I am so loved.”

Life

The Obligatory New Year Blog Post: 2021

So, 2020 has been a bitch, hasn't it? I've lost so much during the span of 12 months that The Best Friend congratulated me on staying sane. The past year has been one of the hardest for most of us. Our world turned upside down as we weren't able to do the things we enjoy,… Continue reading The Obligatory New Year Blog Post: 2021

Beauty and Makeup

REVIEW & SWATCHES: Colourpop x EmilyNoel Bundle of Joy

When Emily announced that she had collaborated with Colourpop on a bundle of lip products, I was ecstatic. As you may know, Emily is my favorite YouTuber, and to see her succeed truly warms my heart. She mentioned in her video that Colourpop approached her and asked her to pick her favorite products, and god… Continue reading REVIEW & SWATCHES: Colourpop x EmilyNoel Bundle of Joy

Borderline Personality Disorder · Depression and anxiety · Mental health

An update on my mental health

Trigger warning: mentions of suicide and self-harm. Over the past couple of weeks, I've seen my psychologist and psychiatrist because surprise, I've been feeling quite suicidal again. This entire COVID situation has taken a serious toll on my mental health. I don't really see people, eat out, shop, or do the things I used to.… Continue reading An update on my mental health

Social Issues

My thoughts on Pride Month (but my voice is not the one that matters right now)

It's June – officially the start of Pride Month, when we celebrate our LGBTQ+ friends! As a cis straight woman, I cannot speak for them, nor do I want to attempt it. Thus, I collaborated with some of my LGBTQ+ friends to figure out what points to get across. One of my friends bemoaned the… Continue reading My thoughts on Pride Month (but my voice is not the one that matters right now)

Beauty and Makeup

REVIEW: Beauty Bakerie Lip Whip in Take Me for Pomegranate

Beauty Bakerie is a brand I'd love to try more from. Their packaging and branding are always adorable, and I've yet so see anyone give them a bad review. Of course, I picked up a liquid lipstick from Honeydews & Lemons for PHP950. I used to have this formula in Cranberry Stiletto, which I lost… Continue reading REVIEW: Beauty Bakerie Lip Whip in Take Me for Pomegranate