Run away, Ela

If I can get my shit together, I'm gonna run away and never see any of you again.Fall Out Boy, Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) I'm at that stage again in my life where I want to disappear. I've written before about how there are points in my life where I want to pack everything up and … Continue reading Run away, Ela

A letter to future boyfran (and no, it’s not Desmond)

Since everybody's writing this sort of shit, I decided to make one of my own, too. Dear future boyfriend, I hate you. Yeah, you read that right. I fucking hate you for making me wait this long. I have been so lonely and so sad, I've almost given up hope that someone could love me … Continue reading A letter to future boyfran (and no, it’s not Desmond)

No Urbandub for me

Thank you, Facebook, for rubbing it in. I swear to god, I hate you so much sometimes.If you follow me on Twitter, you've probably seen my miserable Tweetitow posts. This morning, when I phoned Music Museum to inquire about tickets, they informed me that all tickets were sold out.To soothe my obvious, crushing disappointment, my mom offered to … Continue reading No Urbandub for me

Disappointment sinks in amid a haze of cigarette smoke and car exhaust

Does my absence affect you somehow?When your hand reaches out, are you disappointed to grasp empty air?When your eyes scan the room, does your heart sink to find me gone?When you purse your lips, do you find yourself wishing, even subconsciously, for the taste of mine?Does my presence affect you somehow?When your hand grasps mine, … Continue reading Disappointment sinks in amid a haze of cigarette smoke and car exhaust

Retail Therapy with The Best Friend (again) at TriNoma (again)

Yes, because it's TriNoma, not just Trinoma.The fifteenth is Gab's birthday, and she's have the celebration on the sixteenth with the outfit theme of retro-vintage. I do not have anything remotely retro-vintage, owing to the fact that my wardrobe consists of shorts, black shirts, and sneakers, so I asked Peter Angelo if he could accompany … Continue reading Retail Therapy with The Best Friend (again) at TriNoma (again)

Urbandub’s first major concert > Anything else in my entire life, ever

Ten years. That's how long Urbandub has been creating beautiful, incredible music.Now they're holding their first major concert and I am gonna be there, goddammit! I just have to:Ask my mom for money. I'm planning to get the next-best seats, in the Orchestra, which cost P1000. I really wanna get the VIP ones (P1250) which include … Continue reading Urbandub’s first major concert > Anything else in my entire life, ever

You know you’re emotionally damaged when you get your jollies off of your friend’s depression.

So I blogged about how depressed I was Tuesday before last. Later that night, I chatted with Peter Angelo, one of the few people who could cheer me up when life gets me down too much. True to form, he made me feel so much better, although he didn't know it.See also: Why I am an … Continue reading You know you’re emotionally damaged when you get your jollies off of your friend’s depression.