Random Thoughts During The COVID-19 Pandemic

Remote work is possible; we just are so used to going to the office that we didn't see it as feasible until we needed to work from home. We realized that we didn't have to deal with the horrendous traffic/commute because for the most part, people can work remotely. To that point...Working from home means … Continue reading Random Thoughts During The COVID-19 Pandemic

“I am so loved.”

A lot has happened over the course of a month or so. I won't get into detail, but it involves me going into medication withdrawal as well as other major life events. Lately, my moods have been stuck in a cycle of anxiety-sadness-anger. Suicidal thoughts have returned, as well as my relapse into self-harm (though … Continue reading “I am so loved.”

Our journeys

I'll be turning 28 soon, and I hate it. I hate the thought of getting closer to 30 years old, mostly because I never thought I'd get this far (thanks, suicidal thoughts). Honestly, I don't want to turn 30, but I'm really, really trying to have a positive mindset here. So, I've decided to flip … Continue reading Our journeys

I wish emotional connections were optional

Lately I've been having a recurring fantasy: a life with no emotional connections. You'll never be disappointed because you expect nothing from everyone. You can focus on external matters, like your job. You'll never have to worry about messy things like romantic and platonic relationships. No more worrying about people leaving. I've always been hesitant … Continue reading I wish emotional connections were optional