I’ve been struggling. I have several debts which I’ve yet to pay off. Because I’m broke, Tony and I haven’t gone out on a proper date in quite a while, which really bums me out. I keep thinking, “What a shitty life.” And that’s where I’m totally wrong. It’s not a shitty life. I’m just… Continue reading Recent struggles
Here we go again… I’m feeling blue again. I’m feeling down and depressed, though not as much as I used to. But I feel like crying right now.
My psychiatrist says I have a tendency to catastrophize, of think of the worst-case scenarios in my everyday life. And it’s a habit I’m finding difficult to break. As my Facebook friends know by now, I recently got into a relationship. He is wonderful – sweet, smart, caring, and understanding. But I cannot help but worry.
My psychiatrist said that I should go to Makati more often because I mentioned how I felt traumatized by that place. He said it will desensitize me. So I met up with a group of friends hereafter referred to as the squad.
I’m feeling so helpless right now.
…when we are all going to die, anyway?
Help, everything feels like pointless bullshit. – Me, to The Best Friend