I’ve been struggling. I have several debts which I’ve yet to pay off. Because I’m broke, Tony and I haven’t gone out on a proper date in quite a while, which really bums me out. I keep thinking, “What a shitty life.” And that’s where I’m totally wrong. It’s not a shitty life. I’m just… Continue reading Recent struggles
First off, thanks to everyone who left such lovely comments on this blog while I was away! I read every single one, even though I don’t respond sometimes. Anyway, here I am back at it again on my mom’s laptop. It’s been a while since I opened WordPress, and oh god, how I missed tapping… Continue reading & I’m back
Here we go again… I’m feeling blue again. I’m feeling down and depressed, though not as much as I used to. But I feel like crying right now.
My psychiatrist says I have a tendency to catastrophize, of think of the worst-case scenarios in my everyday life. And it’s a habit I’m finding difficult to break. As my Facebook friends know by now, I recently got into a relationship. He is wonderful – sweet, smart, caring, and understanding. But I cannot help but worry.
(Or the pursuit thereof.)
Today, I woke up with the weirdest feeling ever. I felt hopeful.
It’s something that relaxes me completely. Sometimes, I put on makeup even when I’m not going anywhere because the entire process is soothing: patting on primer, brushing on foundation, blending in concealer, etc. It helps me relax, a fact which I think my therapist would love because we’re always looking for ways to cheer me up,… Continue reading Makeup is life