It makes you feel alone, even when you know there's a ton of people supporting you and loving you.It makes you distant and disconnected from what you enjoy – writing, going to the gym, eating – until nothing makes you happy anymore.It makes you wonder why on earth you should bother getting out of bed… Continue reading Depression is such a bitch to fight
I've been feeling like shit these past several days. Not wanting to do anything but stare off into space, not wanting to go to the gym, not wanting to write… I force myself to do all these, but I don't feel like it. I think I'm in another depressive state. I cannot help but think… Continue reading We will all turn to dust
I wasn’t truly serious about moving out. I was just browsing OLX looking for places to rent in Quezon City. I stumbled upon a posting of a room for rent which was pretty close to my office. It seemed affordable enough and had an air conditioner included in the room. Just because I didn’t have… Continue reading I moved out, again!
I’ve been struggling. I have several debts which I’ve yet to pay off. Because I’m broke, Tony and I haven’t gone out on a proper date in quite a while, which really bums me out. I keep thinking, “What a shitty life.” And that’s where I’m totally wrong. It’s not a shitty life. I’m just… Continue reading Recent struggles
The Best Friend always says that I’m too hard on myself. He usually tells me this when I rant to him about how shitty I am as a friend/daughter/worker. Hell, he tells me this when I tell him about how shitty I am overall as a person. Most of the time, I feel inadequate. Like somehow… Continue reading I need to give myself a break
That’s one of twelve down, bitches!
Because I cannot commit myself fully to goals, apparently.