Despite what everyone might think, I’m a cowardly person. I’m not tough, I’m weak as shit with no will to get what I want.
Okay, maybe I’m being a little harsh on myself here. But I feel I deserve it because I’m at a crossroads in my life and I’m not sure which path to take. Should I do nothing and let life pass me by? Or do I say “fuck it” and do as I please?
See, I’m terrified of making another mistake. This journey has been too winding and I’m tired of it, tired of making decisions that I almost always end up regretting.
So do I gather up the courage to go after what I really want, or do I stagnate? The decision is weighing on me.