anything goes · my back has been breaking from this heavy heart

(heart)sick

I wasn’t able to come into work yesterday. I felt nauseous and dizzy, and my stomach was acting up something awful. I went to the doctor, and apparently I have a hyperactive stomach. She was surprised at just how noisy it was from all the acid in there.

Great. Just one more thing to worry about. 

In other news, I am still sick. Heartsick, that is. I feel empty and sad currently, though I’m not sure why. This will be something not-so-new to discuss with my therapist tomorrow.

Speaking of therapy, how low is my self-esteem that I worry my therapists are getting bored of me despite the fact that I pay them to help me? I’m so not used to getting help; I’m used to being the one people run to for help.

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